
"I am society’s child, this is how they made me, and now I’m sayin’ what's on my mind and they don’t want that. This is what you made me,
Whatsup? its ya boy poetic emcee still doing his thang yes i'm still atva representer still writing poetry and i think i got a little better but compare to the talent thats on tva i ain't shit and that's for real.
sometimes i wish i could change or take back what i said on tva i put myself outthere and i mean way out there till i think some of the members of tva are scared to even talk to me and thats my fault i think intentionally push them away but now i want them to accept me and respect me but why should they when i say and do the wrong things.
anyway i'm still here Ladessa has been like a sister to me she don't know how much her poems her words of sisterly love and sometimes sisterly correction has been a tremoundus help i will always hold her in high standards as a Lady and friend.
Emani is also like a sister to me and shes very pretty but she got a mn so i'll stop there before rumors get started and i dont need no more drama and i dont want her to be mad at me.
am i maturing? maybe but i will always be that kid at heart plain and simple so let me be me for i am man rather yu choose to beklieve it or not and day before yesterday i took my last drink poetry will now be the liqour i get drunk off of i'm going to be thrirty two and i can't live the way i live before
katrina has scared me a signed that the lord is soon to come life is happening faster now girls are growuing up to fast i'm worry my neices and cousin will become a victim in this cruel world.
now i've always had sin faults and whatnots but i never blame anyone for them and one thing i want to get staright i never was adrinker actually i started at around 29 and i did it because i wanted to not because of peerpressure please believe i'm stubborn as they come but that first drink was wonderful it made me accepted so i though.
so fear has settle in and i'm afraid i will never be accepted in this rather id o good or bad so my motto now is fuck it fuck everyone who don't love me or respect me i'm doing me this time.