
"I am society’s child, this is how they made me, and now I’m sayin’ what's on my mind and they don’t want that. This is what you made me,
well i'm back sorry for staying away so long
just been going through some shit
truthfully i didnt think anybody being reading my thought
so i am shock
my brain i think has short circuited so i havent been writing
i've been shutting myself up in my room in the darkness
not talking to noone
my aunt and her friend they been saying you going back upstairs agin for long hours
i tell them so the fuck what
at least i'm not drinking so shut the fuck up
yes im in an evil ass mood
it doesnt matter i gets no form of affection or compassion anyway
now this may come off as whining
well so be it
if you think it is
than so be it
you dont live with me
to all my tva family i love yall
now its time for me to eat
its another bad habit i got besides drinking
pray for me
if not thats cool
bye.
If we look for others to care about us the way we want we'll be disappointed almost all the time, sometimes the biggest amount of compassion we'll recieve will be from self and god. I can say that giving or volunteering to help those less fortunate can also be a help to the spirit. maybe volunteer at a homeless shelter or something, it helps put things into perspective.
Emcee, you know the fam is alwayz here for you. We've missed you. I know I have. Love ya!